[Alucard's not heard that particular detail about the magic rock of bullshit, so he can wait to learn more about it. He forces a sip of the drinking chocolate in the mean time, enough for him to gather a single thought.
Fuck it. Out of everyone, he can at least tell Jaskier exactly why all of this has sent him over the edge as it has.]
It isn't even about-- [It is! But there's also the other detail.] I wasn't there when my mother was taken. In my head, every time, I could have stopped it if I had simply been there. Now I have proof that it wouldn't have made a difference.
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[Alucard's not heard that particular detail about the magic rock of bullshit, so he can wait to learn more about it. He forces a sip of the drinking chocolate in the mean time, enough for him to gather a single thought.
Fuck it. Out of everyone, he can at least tell Jaskier exactly why all of this has sent him over the edge as it has.]
It isn't even about-- [It is! But there's also the other detail.] I wasn't there when my mother was taken. In my head, every time, I could have stopped it if I had simply been there. Now I have proof that it wouldn't have made a difference.