I'm not sure the Singularity gives us a choice, if it decides it's done with us.
[ He doesn't think Felix would have chosen to have gone as he had, if he'd been given one. Or maybe he's just fooling himself. He had a different Sylvain to go back to still, after all. A world where the war was ended and Dimitri was king and they were all alive together. That... still seemed too good to be true from where Sylvain had left things. And hearing what had become of them in Claude's world, in Petra's... That seemed like an awfully big risk for so little in exchange to gain. Not when being here... gave him everything he'd never been allowed to want for himself. ]
But if I do go back... It's not a real choice anyway. Sure, I could turn my back on my responsibility and say fuck it... but it would come at the cost of thousands of lives in Gautier. Which is why I can't walk away from my responsibility. I may not want it, but I'm the only one who can do it. [ He still doesn't sound very happy about that. ]
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[ He doesn't think Felix would have chosen to have gone as he had, if he'd been given one. Or maybe he's just fooling himself. He had a different Sylvain to go back to still, after all. A world where the war was ended and Dimitri was king and they were all alive together. That... still seemed too good to be true from where Sylvain had left things. And hearing what had become of them in Claude's world, in Petra's... That seemed like an awfully big risk for so little in exchange to gain. Not when being here... gave him everything he'd never been allowed to want for himself. ]
But if I do go back... It's not a real choice anyway. Sure, I could turn my back on my responsibility and say fuck it... but it would come at the cost of thousands of lives in Gautier. Which is why I can't walk away from my responsibility. I may not want it, but I'm the only one who can do it. [ He still doesn't sound very happy about that. ]