[ Kyle, or whatever your name is! This is the part his lies that he's never had to confront. In Abraxas the ones who have heard the truth about his past, his crimes, have only offered kind words or acceptance, sometimes mutual understanding. But then he thinks of Yu'mir, of Fensal - what had they thought when the guards must have come looking for him after he left?

He imagines it going something like this.

Kahlil ducks his head. ]

I've heard what happened to Relena. [ He could mention Himeka or Geralt, especially since he now knows Julie's connection to the latter, but he doesn't. ] What the queen hoped to accomplish - I'm terrifed of them finding out about Rhy -

[ He's never mentioned Julie to Kahlil, he only makes the connection from Jack's 'story'. There's no point in dancing around it now.

He shakes his head, looking up at her. ]

I'm sorry for lying to you. The last thing I remember before I came here was that I was dying. I arrived here with no allies, with no one to trust. I did what I thought I had to.

[ To survive. He understands that's what she is doing now, too. ]