No, they're fucking monsters. Keeping our people trapped in that castle. The fact they have to go back makes me want to scream.
[ Jesper's getting pissed off again which is never a good idea since he doesn't want to go get in trouble again. He takes in a deep breath and lets it out, see, he does know anger management, just not all the time. Unfortunately Thorne was willing to change to keep him quiet, but it didn't work out. He focuses on Sylvain and this moment, not anything else. ]
Hilda is terrifying. And very hot.
[ Jesper has a thing for hot women who are terrifying, it's one of his types. But he is also trying to make Sylvain smile and that is a goal worth striving for. He instead frowns because it doesn't entirely sit well with him, the idea of comparing his stress in any way to what they went through. It was a different kind of trauma, but he's not there bandaged up from nearly dying.
Although Jesper knows in his gut that he would have preferred to be in there to not be. He's a protector by instinct. Taking care of the others would have fed him through the pain. Being unable to do anything was the worst possible thing for him. Sylvain is entirely right. He frowns and rolls his eyes at him, kissing his hand again. ]
It's not fair to point out true things when I can't distract you with sex.
[ Jesper is terrible at acknowledging his own emotions with things. He's so good at emotions in other ways, and so bad at it here and now, which Sylvain understands, being very much the same way. ]
I went a little crazy. [ He admits. ] I did a lot of violence.
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[ Jesper's getting pissed off again which is never a good idea since he doesn't want to go get in trouble again. He takes in a deep breath and lets it out, see, he does know anger management, just not all the time. Unfortunately Thorne was willing to change to keep him quiet, but it didn't work out. He focuses on Sylvain and this moment, not anything else. ]
Hilda is terrifying. And very hot.
[ Jesper has a thing for hot women who are terrifying, it's one of his types. But he is also trying to make Sylvain smile and that is a goal worth striving for. He instead frowns because it doesn't entirely sit well with him, the idea of comparing his stress in any way to what they went through. It was a different kind of trauma, but he's not there bandaged up from nearly dying.
Although Jesper knows in his gut that he would have preferred to be in there to not be. He's a protector by instinct. Taking care of the others would have fed him through the pain. Being unable to do anything was the worst possible thing for him. Sylvain is entirely right. He frowns and rolls his eyes at him, kissing his hand again. ]
It's not fair to point out true things when I can't distract you with sex.
[ Jesper is terrible at acknowledging his own emotions with things. He's so good at emotions in other ways, and so bad at it here and now, which Sylvain understands, being very much the same way. ]
I went a little crazy. [ He admits. ] I did a lot of violence.