Mmm. I...am realizing how much of the past this has forced me to relive. [Alucard realizes that this may be the understatement of the month. He also knows Lenore probably figured that one out on her own.] And in speaking with Sten, I have worries about what happens if any of those who believe in this cause survive.

[It is an insane cause with no true reason for it to even exist, but that is not here nor there.]

But that attempt to return wasn't the place to for me to think of judgement. Your lead was the smarter to respect.