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Jesper Fahey ([personal profile] itookashot) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs 2023-04-09 11:17 pm (UTC)

"We love you, Kaz. If you're honest, you'll get understanding."

And it's something he is doing well at now. That makes it easier for all three of them to be on the same page.

As for Dean, well, seeing Inej's face fall hurts too, it reminds him of how he felt in that moment. Even ready to kill, focused on saving, it rocked him to get that news. He has to find Sam and see how he's doing, he'll do that tomorrow, and check in with Jo too. They were all a group going out into the desert together, they did some shit together. It sounded fairly gruesome a death too, which he won't share.

He squeezes her hand and in that moment, they're all united. By touch, by love, by sadness. Not for Kaz himself, since he didn't know Dean, but he's sharing the grief with them. Jesper has Dean's tattoo on his arm, so does Inej, they'll always have that to remember him by at least.

"It's the first time we've actually lost someone here."

What he means by that is to death. People disappear around here every day. That's not the same thing, because they know for a fact from people coming and going that they go back to their timeline. So everyone goes back one way or the other. Unfortunately, sometimes that is to their death, like Matthias. But it's different from this situation. Dean was one of theirs and he died for real.

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