"When will it be, Mat? Another fucking year? Ten of them? What if it is never good enough time for you? There is nothing wrong with wanting to start our life together!"
Mat is not the only one struggling with his abilities because when Jesper applies pressure on the chair, he realizes that the top half of it has melted under his fingers from his anger. He looks down and swears under his breath, using his abilities to build the wood back the way it is supposed to be. His transmutation can seem bizarrely miraculous at times. When he first arrived, he wouldn't have been able to fix it like this. It seems rude to destroy property in here, and it's not what he was trying to do anyway.
"I am not crazy," he hisses at him. "Fuck off with your I'm being rational and you're being crazy bullshit. Why am I always the one putting my heart out there? It's like I've had to convince you to love me every damn step of the way."
Jesper makes certain the wood of the chair is back in the condition it was before and steps away from it. He no longer is crying, no longer panicking, or close to either of those things, because Mat just ignored his feelings entirely, so what's the point of them? He can live in his anger instead.
"Fine. If I'm too emotional for you, if I'm too irrational, then congratulations, you don't have to put up with me at all. Apparently all I'm fucking doing is holding you back."
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Mat is not the only one struggling with his abilities because when Jesper applies pressure on the chair, he realizes that the top half of it has melted under his fingers from his anger. He looks down and swears under his breath, using his abilities to build the wood back the way it is supposed to be. His transmutation can seem bizarrely miraculous at times. When he first arrived, he wouldn't have been able to fix it like this. It seems rude to destroy property in here, and it's not what he was trying to do anyway.
"I am not crazy," he hisses at him. "Fuck off with your I'm being rational and you're being crazy bullshit. Why am I always the one putting my heart out there? It's like I've had to convince you to love me every damn step of the way."
Jesper makes certain the wood of the chair is back in the condition it was before and steps away from it. He no longer is crying, no longer panicking, or close to either of those things, because Mat just ignored his feelings entirely, so what's the point of them? He can live in his anger instead.
"Fine. If I'm too emotional for you, if I'm too irrational, then congratulations, you don't have to put up with me at all. Apparently all I'm fucking doing is holding you back."