[Kell likes the slower pace of the song. It lets his pulse slow down, his breathing even. Makes him more aware of his surroundings. And of Kyle. The distance between him lets Kell keep his mind clearer, stops him from acting on impulse. That's a good thing. So used to overthinking everything always, he has an unsteady grip on his spontaneity whenever he gets to loosen up a bit. It's so shaky, it could all easily go too fast too far.
Saints know, he needs not further complications in his life. Definitely not coming from his burning need for at least some measure of safety and security usurping any conscious choice about a connection he'd like to have with the other person. He wants to have a genuine one with Kyle. Not only because the man saved his life, but all the other reasons. Like Kyle being the only other person Kell knows with world hoping powers, a calm and soothing presence. He doesn't want to ruin all that.]
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Saints know, he needs not further complications in his life. Definitely not coming from his burning need for at least some measure of safety and security usurping any conscious choice about a connection he'd like to have with the other person. He wants to have a genuine one with Kyle. Not only because the man saved his life, but all the other reasons. Like Kyle being the only other person Kell knows with world hoping powers, a calm and soothing presence. He doesn't want to ruin all that.]