Between the style of party and the why I almost want to skip it. But I'm in no position to turn down free food, drink, and a chance to meet people.

[Not that she expected to be able to really- do much friendmaking while feeling like she's actively an imposter at something. She doesn't even think she'll get a chance to see someone else do something incredibly stupid like drunkenly dancing on tables.]

At least nobody will expect me at the execution. Couldn't say fuck no to that fast enough.