"Should be," he says, but he doesn't sound as certain. He hasn't talked about it with anyone, and the only one that might understand is Castiel, which is a non-starter. "I want my power back. I want to be me," he says, making a fist and a halfhearted 'yes' gesture.

The doubtfulness is almost as loud as the static had been and he reaches up to press his fingers against his closed eyes until it quiets again.