--And here I sometimes forget why I sometimes still consider going to you for advice. [He appreciates perspective when it shows though.

Alucard doesn't refill his glass. He takes some of the pork he's made instead, and he chews it thoughtfully.]

I know back home, I'll always be expecting that. Before I arrived, I was nearly murdered by people I trusted in a particularly vulnerable moment. [If there was ever any question about why Alucard was as bad as he was in that cell, well.] I feel spoiled by that thought not being constant here.