Oh god, no! The sex and the helping me work through some things were separate. There were role playing elements to the therapy stuff. Just a lot of me being able to tangibly confront some things and stuff like that. But I do have some weird issues around sex and romance, and I honestly thought I understood what he was doing. I thought he was kind of...recreating a scenario for me where I'd have the power. But no, I'm just catnip for demons I guess.
[It had made sense to her. It was hardly the first time Dean had presented her with a 'demon' in the Horizon. Usually a pale imitation of reality, conjured with the magic of the place, but the precedent was there.
At least she can sort of laugh about it. What else can she do? At some point she knows she needs to actually talk to Dean, but...she imagines neither of them are in any rush. Anyway, now is hardly the time to think about it. Right now she's in bed with someone who means a great deal more to her than Dean. Something else she never would have imagined, just a couple of years ago. They hadn't exactly gotten off to a great start. But they'd been different people then, caught in the same dark maelstrom.]
Anatomy. Or...have you ever heard of reflexology? It's where you utilize the connections of the nervous system to trigger endorphin release with massage. It can be used for relieving pain....and increasing pleasurable sensations. I could really use some practice...
[While she's still not sold on it as an actual branch of medicine, it certainly has bedroom applications in this context. A sexy massage is still a sexy massage.]
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Oh god, no! The sex and the helping me work through some things were separate. There were role playing elements to the therapy stuff. Just a lot of me being able to tangibly confront some things and stuff like that. But I do have some weird issues around sex and romance, and I honestly thought I understood what he was doing. I thought he was kind of...recreating a scenario for me where I'd have the power. But no, I'm just catnip for demons I guess.
[It had made sense to her. It was hardly the first time Dean had presented her with a 'demon' in the Horizon. Usually a pale imitation of reality, conjured with the magic of the place, but the precedent was there.
At least she can sort of laugh about it. What else can she do? At some point she knows she needs to actually talk to Dean, but...she imagines neither of them are in any rush. Anyway, now is hardly the time to think about it. Right now she's in bed with someone who means a great deal more to her than Dean. Something else she never would have imagined, just a couple of years ago. They hadn't exactly gotten off to a great start. But they'd been different people then, caught in the same dark maelstrom.]
Anatomy. Or...have you ever heard of reflexology? It's where you utilize the connections of the nervous system to trigger endorphin release with massage. It can be used for relieving pain....and increasing pleasurable sensations. I could really use some practice...
[While she's still not sold on it as an actual branch of medicine, it certainly has bedroom applications in this context. A sexy massage is still a sexy massage.]