Too long being 'the problem one' and it becomes a part of you.
Istredd could tell him for years to come that he's on Lucifer's side and in his corner and some part of Lucifer will still come out and cry hypocrisy.
He settles his forehead down to Istredd's, eyes still closed, breathing even. Lets it all just... buzz around them absently until the dust of his emotions settle.
"Don't," he says, bring it up again, he finishes. He trusts Istredd means it, that he won't mention it, but Lucifer needs that extra push from his end. A near-plead. He can deal with hypothetical scenarios and theories all day long but not when they directly involve him, and apparently him plus his relationships.
Maybe one day he could handle it, but it's unlikely.
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Istredd could tell him for years to come that he's on Lucifer's side and in his corner and some part of Lucifer will still come out and cry hypocrisy.
He settles his forehead down to Istredd's, eyes still closed, breathing even. Lets it all just... buzz around them absently until the dust of his emotions settle.
"Don't," he says, bring it up again, he finishes. He trusts Istredd means it, that he won't mention it, but Lucifer needs that extra push from his end. A near-plead. He can deal with hypothetical scenarios and theories all day long but not when they directly involve him, and apparently him plus his relationships.
Maybe one day he could handle it, but it's unlikely.