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Lucifer ([personal profile] thedevilwhorose) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2023-07-07 12:38 am

Set my sights on the setting sun

Who: Lucifer
When: July and August
Where: Thorne, Horizon
What: Catch-all
Warnings: me apparently not being able to label prompts correctly alphabetical




Heaven talks, but not to me
'Cause Heaven knows that nothing good comes free

[Will match style.]
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[personal profile] carmesi 2023-07-26 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[lucifer is certainly lucky that wanda takes no offense to his ‘being busy’ and his ‘being awfully late’. things in abraxas move at their own pacing, and sometimes that’s just how it is.

wanda observes him from the deck of her cabin, arms pressed against the wooden railing as she leans over, watching him take the last couple of steps up to the house.]


Like I’d ever be angry about it.

[small mercies, to know that you have someone that wouldn’t get upset at you for otherwise trivial things.

she motions to the side with her head.]


I want to show you something. It’s around the back.

[further into the garden area, around the house, that is.]
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his first friend in all of existence ;0;

[personal profile] carmesi 2023-08-06 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
[wanda guides him, without much preamble, to a clearing in her domain. while the weather plays to its own whims above her home and forest, in this particular clearing, the trees give way to create a wonderfully idyllic canopy where impossibly yellow rays of sunshine filter through without a worry for clouds or storm. even at night, the moon shines so brightly, everything takes on a hue of silver.

as it were, this clearing reveals a graveyard, with white and yellow flowers growing amidst the six tombstones there.

she does not take a step forward, stopping on the edge of the clearing, arms crossed around her middle.]


Whenever I take a step into this space, the ghosts of my sons appear from nothing—or perhaps from a memory—and they go about playing and calling me 'mom'. Bringing me rocks they've found or wanting to sit by me.

[they're not real, and they are only fueled by a memory, by grief, by a wish.]

And when I sit here, with them, I can't help but think of all that could have been, what should have been. [her relationship with motherhood is complicated, to say the least. wanda sighs, letting her arms hang at her sides.] Just because we didn't get to be what the world expects parents to be like, it doesn't mean that we don't get to feel that empty space in our souls.

[this is, after all, about how lucifer has been dealing with losing jack.]
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[personal profile] carmesi 2023-08-09 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[everything about lucifer and the people close to him is complicated, but there’s nothing complicated in the way wanda tilts her head sideways to look at him, a small smile on her features.]

I don’t just sit here. [it’s a genuine statement] There’s a reason why we haven’t walked into it, yet.

[she loves her boys, so much, but it’s a bittersweet thing to experience every time—their not actually being here.]

Would you like to see them, though?
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[personal profile] carmesi 2023-08-11 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[wanda steps into the threshold of the graveyard, closer to the gravestones, and with lucifer in tow, he will note that the landscape changes slightly; his perception of the space takes on a fish-eyed lens quality, the colors grow brighter, and the form of two boys chasing after each other between the tombstones appear without much preamble.

like they had always been there, and as if the two adults had walked into the middle of a play-session.

tommy and billy will always be young, here, ten years old, with their dimpled and toothy smiles, the crinkles in their nose, the freckles on their cheeks. wanda moves to take a seat on a nearby bench.]


The one with the long hair is Tommy, and Billy is the one in red. They're twins, but not identical.