( Now, there's something he hasn't thought about yet. He's been so caught up in his own processing, his own interpersonal dynamics, he hasn't taken the time to think about the fallout between his people. Between the ones fighting for him, and the ones just fighting him.
He remembers everything that happened that day. That fight, in the desert. He tries not to think about it, but he does remember — the way Cas stepped in. The tension between him and Geralt.
A look of slowly dawning understanding slides into place. Yeah, this might be a better thing to talk about than his friggin' sex life. It's automatic reflex, it's in his nature, to want to smooth things out between the people he cares about. Resolve conflicts that he has no real, feasible way of resolving. )
Look- I know... I know it's- a screwed up situation, but Cas... He wouldn't have let anything happen to her. He's just...
( Dean doesn't actually have an end to that sentence, no good apology or excuse he can issue on Cas's behalf. Not his place, not his battle, not his conflict to resolve, but he can't help at least trying. )
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He remembers everything that happened that day. That fight, in the desert. He tries not to think about it, but he does remember — the way Cas stepped in. The tension between him and Geralt.
A look of slowly dawning understanding slides into place. Yeah, this might be a better thing to talk about than his friggin' sex life. It's automatic reflex, it's in his nature, to want to smooth things out between the people he cares about. Resolve conflicts that he has no real, feasible way of resolving. )
Look- I know... I know it's- a screwed up situation, but Cas... He wouldn't have let anything happen to her. He's just...
( Dean doesn't actually have an end to that sentence, no good apology or excuse he can issue on Cas's behalf. Not his place, not his battle, not his conflict to resolve, but he can't help at least trying. )