"We're not in Ketterdam, love, and there's only a handful of us. We can't take it here unless we give them something they want first." And that is the kind of thing they don't want to do. Like join the army. Purposely put themselves in positions of authority. They've chosen not to do that. Cadens isn't like Ketterdam where everything was a criminal and merchant game, and it functioned well there, but not here.
"But I'm much less interested in their wants than my own now. That's always the danger of you being near to me. All I want is you." Jesper smiles and drops his head down to kiss Kaz's neck gently. He still is as gentle as he can with him, knowing that intimacy is difficult.
"And you've been doing so well, sweetheart. Letting me in." Jesper appreciates it because he knows how difficult it is. Kaz is fighting between his instincts and his desires and he gives into Jesper anyway. It's very sweet and appealing. He's never had to work this hard at seducing anyone; he can seduce someone within fifteen minutes of meeting him and he has done that. But Kaz is worth it.
"No, baby, not here." Jesper laughs. "Not on our precious maps. My bed, come on." They're in their own apartment so it's very easy to find a bed. He pushes Kaz back since he has to hop off the table and he wraps an arm around his waist, leading him to the room.
Jesper figures he can go first, he's a lot more confident, and it might make Kaz feel a little less nervous if he's fully dressed. He shuts and locks the door behind them and tugs him by the hand over to the bed. "We'll sit on either side so we can look." And not run the risk of touching by accident. Jesper would ordinarily do this side by side, or you know, ideally with his own hands and mouth, but he is considering every angle that would make this less scary for Kaz. He needs to feel safe in this bed, always.
"You can say no at any time, you remember that, don't you?" Consent is incredibly important to him, especially with Kaz, knowing how much they're stepping outside of his comfort zone. Jesper shrugs out of his shirt like it's nothing, all wiry strength and slim, smooth brown skin. He may be confident but he still wants Kaz to look at him. He wants Kaz to desire him. "Piece of clothing for clothing?" The deal is the deal. 1:1.
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"But I'm much less interested in their wants than my own now. That's always the danger of you being near to me. All I want is you." Jesper smiles and drops his head down to kiss Kaz's neck gently. He still is as gentle as he can with him, knowing that intimacy is difficult.
"And you've been doing so well, sweetheart. Letting me in." Jesper appreciates it because he knows how difficult it is. Kaz is fighting between his instincts and his desires and he gives into Jesper anyway. It's very sweet and appealing. He's never had to work this hard at seducing anyone; he can seduce someone within fifteen minutes of meeting him and he has done that. But Kaz is worth it.
"No, baby, not here." Jesper laughs. "Not on our precious maps. My bed, come on." They're in their own apartment so it's very easy to find a bed. He pushes Kaz back since he has to hop off the table and he wraps an arm around his waist, leading him to the room.
Jesper figures he can go first, he's a lot more confident, and it might make Kaz feel a little less nervous if he's fully dressed. He shuts and locks the door behind them and tugs him by the hand over to the bed. "We'll sit on either side so we can look." And not run the risk of touching by accident. Jesper would ordinarily do this side by side, or you know, ideally with his own hands and mouth, but he is considering every angle that would make this less scary for Kaz. He needs to feel safe in this bed, always.
"You can say no at any time, you remember that, don't you?" Consent is incredibly important to him, especially with Kaz, knowing how much they're stepping outside of his comfort zone. Jesper shrugs out of his shirt like it's nothing, all wiry strength and slim, smooth brown skin. He may be confident but he still wants Kaz to look at him. He wants Kaz to desire him. "Piece of clothing for clothing?" The deal is the deal. 1:1.