Of course I am but there's little I can do right now.

( as far as he could see, there was no way out of thorne or abraxas. this place somehow brought you here and it would be the one to send you home. )

So, I try and make the best of what I have. I try and live my life as fully as I can while stuck in this castle. It's not great advice but it seems to be working for me.