If I thought about the infinite possibilities at all times, yes. But that doesn't help me, so I try to avoid it.

[Alucard lifts a single eyebrow, not quite side-eying the statement but very much trying to ask are you okay with all that in your head? without having to do it outwardly.]

Having to attend to buildings, clients, commissions, and design keep me grounded. Joke not intended.

[Safe though. The dhampire shakes his head.]

I don't really think that's possible. Being safe on the other side of this, I mean. Going through something catastrophic and stupid is never safe, and you're never unchanged from it.