( heather at least doesn't fault the lack of description, she hadn't thought until she'd asked about how hard to describe it might be. and then she couldn't take the question back.

experience it, heather, then you'll know )

Someone told me that it's because we're here we're connected to it or... that's how they described it. It's still hard to believe. ( so it was understandable his reluctance ) I don't think if I wasn't here I would have ever thought about it, but being here and being told we need it?

( she shouldn't believe it. but at the same time it sounded the best way to fix this mess and get back to her life. if she could )

I want to know more if I can before I dive into anything.