"Do you feel like a weird blankness somewhere in your head? That's what it feels like. There is this space where you know something used to be." Julia doesn't sleep but she wonders if that would help, if her subconscious would bring things to her, but her mind is too frayed to know for certain. It doesn't hurt, to lack memories, and it could be that they simply were unimportant to start with. Maybe she's just forgotten the unimportant. It doesn't change her life here.

"I think this frustration is getting to me. Maybe none of it is important and I'm obsessing over like ... days of doing nothing but growing plants and drinking tea." Which would be a good reason for time to slip by and seem unimportant in the grand scheme of things. "I've talked to people and they have gaps too but they don't seem to care." She could be being dramatic. That is very like her.