[Himeka he would have just straight up stabbed you if that's what it took. This could have been way worse.

Such as it is, Alucard simply squeezes her hand. Gentle. Centering.]

I'd give them time to process what's happened and make sense of it before trying to rebuild that trust. It may be a while. You'll find your way back to them in due course. Until then, perhaps the sea may be a good place of respite.