[Which means that for now, Alucard's focus is on packaging up ravioli and placing them on pans, then moving the pans into the freezer. It is a slow, methodical thing that involves making sure all of the same flavor dough is together, everything is spaced out, and then it goes into the freezer.
It takes time. Alucard won't discuss wiping up the flour until they've gotten through the dough. All of it is remarkably comfortable. Familiar.
He's standing at the cabinets when Jaskier asks, examining the spice options and contemplating if any should go into the jam.]
I did. It...I needed it. [He takes out a cinnamon stick, giving it a good sniff.] And I do my best emotional thinking when I'm not a person. What I concluded was that I, personally managed those 800 years well enough. The idea of becoming a deity is something I hated and still hate - you were right by the way - but more than that, it isn't something everyone is well equipped for. Then I became angry regarding everyone else's emotions being used like that, the entire situation with Viktor, and then....I just realized that the anger was misdirected.
I'm furious with those in charge for doing that to us. Marching us out, not giving us any idea of what to expect, none of it. Then acting as if this was all fine. That is unacceptable, and right now, that's where my emotions have firmly landed.
[He exhales softly.] But ask me in a week. I may have shifted my emotion by then.
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[Which means that for now, Alucard's focus is on packaging up ravioli and placing them on pans, then moving the pans into the freezer. It is a slow, methodical thing that involves making sure all of the same flavor dough is together, everything is spaced out, and then it goes into the freezer.
It takes time. Alucard won't discuss wiping up the flour until they've gotten through the dough. All of it is remarkably comfortable. Familiar.
He's standing at the cabinets when Jaskier asks, examining the spice options and contemplating if any should go into the jam.]
I did. It...I needed it. [He takes out a cinnamon stick, giving it a good sniff.] And I do my best emotional thinking when I'm not a person. What I concluded was that I, personally managed those 800 years well enough. The idea of becoming a deity is something I hated and still hate - you were right by the way - but more than that, it isn't something everyone is well equipped for. Then I became angry regarding everyone else's emotions being used like that, the entire situation with Viktor, and then....I just realized that the anger was misdirected.
I'm furious with those in charge for doing that to us. Marching us out, not giving us any idea of what to expect, none of it. Then acting as if this was all fine. That is unacceptable, and right now, that's where my emotions have firmly landed.
[He exhales softly.] But ask me in a week. I may have shifted my emotion by then.