I can remember every goddamned thing that happened in those fake decades like they happened yesterday. How is that possible?
[ Nebula's being so understanding, because she would be, because she knows. If anyone knows how he feels, it's Nebula.
But the calmness in her voice only grates at him, like he expects her to be just as irritated and angry as he is and she isn't and somehow that's wrong. Like, shouldn't the rest of the freakin' Summoned be as angry as he is? Why aren't they? Why is he the only one reacting like the Singularity personally slighted him? ]
I don't want to remember. I don't want to know what it's like to have temples and be revered and have all this power, to be somethin' better, only to come back to being —
[ He doesn't finish the sentence, doesn't say being this, because it feels too goddamned real. He'd rather shoot something with a really, really big gun. He'd rather drink something so strong it makes him forget his name.
He exhales with a frustrated groan instead, claws clenched into fists. ]
no subject
[ Nebula's being so understanding, because she would be, because she knows. If anyone knows how he feels, it's Nebula.
But the calmness in her voice only grates at him, like he expects her to be just as irritated and angry as he is and she isn't and somehow that's wrong. Like, shouldn't the rest of the freakin' Summoned be as angry as he is? Why aren't they? Why is he the only one reacting like the Singularity personally slighted him? ]
I don't want to remember. I don't want to know what it's like to have temples and be revered and have all this power, to be somethin' better, only to come back to being —
[ He doesn't finish the sentence, doesn't say being this, because it feels too goddamned real. He'd rather shoot something with a really, really big gun. He'd rather drink something so strong it makes him forget his name.
He exhales with a frustrated groan instead, claws clenched into fists. ]
Fuck!