Do you mean why don't I think I ought to simply shove a stake in his heart and let well enough alone? And leave all that power to waste?
[ He gives Alucard an incredulous look, although there's something half-hearted about it. His lips form a tight, thin line. ]
He signed away our souls, he made what little excuse of a life I could claim a living nightmare for two centuries. Why don't I deserve that power? Why shouldn't I take it from him? [ It's lucky that it's a quiet day, that no one is walking nearby where they sit - he's near shouting now, barely contained rage in his voice. ]
It would mean no one would ever own me again.
[ It would mean all those years of suffering hadn't amounted to nothing. ]
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[ He gives Alucard an incredulous look, although there's something half-hearted about it. His lips form a tight, thin line. ]
He signed away our souls, he made what little excuse of a life I could claim a living nightmare for two centuries. Why don't I deserve that power? Why shouldn't I take it from him? [ It's lucky that it's a quiet day, that no one is walking nearby where they sit - he's near shouting now, barely contained rage in his voice. ]
It would mean no one would ever own me again.
[ It would mean all those years of suffering hadn't amounted to nothing. ]