There will always be nerves around a first time. It doesn't matter that they had many times in the future, this is their first time and it's supposed to feel nervewracking and also thrilling. And it does feel that way now that they've started and they're both showing more confidence and certainty in the way they move together. She is glad this is in person too. The Horizon feels real but it's not and she wants to know that when he moves in her, it's as physical as it can be. Not in their minds.

She found love again. It's still such a shock to her. She found someone she wants carnally and loves in her heart and she isn't afraid of him at all. She isn't even afraid to give him her heart, to worry about him smashing it, not the Doctor. She turns her head toward his hand to brush her lips against it, smiling at him. She needs to be wanted, to feel beautiful and seen and not some broken thing. She's whole under his hands.

Her head tilts back when his lips brush her shoulder and she runs her fingers in his hair, stepping out of her dress when it's undone, no longer nervous about it. Unfortunately there is no fancy lingerie in Solvunn but Julia's still looking cute she thinks in matching underwear and her glowing red eyes gazing up at him. She undoes his shirt and pushes it off his shoulders next, running her fingers up his chest.

"Admit it, a part of you did think that we might be setting the mood tonight." Julia grins at him, her hands dropping to his pants. It's clear that she doesn't mind if he did, she was doing the exact same thing. "I was thinking about it when we were dancing. You felt so good against me."