"I'm strong when I'm here with you, but I can't be with you at all times. I'm weak, I know how bad it got me." Jesper does not know that this time around, things are going to be different. The Summoned have protection against the influence and it only happened to him because he tried to help someone else. His paranoia and fear will keep him safe during this round. But right now all he can think about are the ways in which he'll fail and let everyone down again. That he can't trust himself.

Jesper moves down on the bed so he can curl into Kaz's clothed body, the only skin touching now him burying his head into Kaz's neck. This is within permissions and he breathes against his skin as delicately as he can. For Jesper, touch is essential. He tries hard to never let it be a problem for them. The rest of his body is pressed as tightly to Kaz as possible and he simply snuggles for now. It does feel better.

"What if I do fail? Will you still love me if I'm irreparably broken? If you can't ever trust me?" Jesper fought so hard for Kaz's love. It was the most difficult seduction of his life and the one he wanted the most desperately.