"I don't know if it's possible for me to live my own life but, I'm sure going to give it one hell of a try."
It was that damn half whitelighter thing, rearing its head. Somehow, it always came down to that. Or was it because Chris let it come down to that? Because he'd refused to accept that part of himself kicking and screaming to the point where it was actively harming him?
And Chris? Chris felt guilty too. For finally existing without Wyatt. Not existing for Wyatt. And everyone else he hurt. For just enjoying himself, figuring out about himself without. Everything else. He was supposed to fix things. Wasn't he? Did that change because he was dead?
"Listen, I know we're in different territories, but. If you ever need a friend, just call my name. I'll hear. I can't....get to you unless it's in the Horizon but. I'll come."
Was that weird? That was weird right? He really wasn't good at this guardian angel/whitelighter thing.
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It was that damn half whitelighter thing, rearing its head. Somehow, it always came down to that. Or was it because Chris let it come down to that? Because he'd refused to accept that part of himself kicking and screaming to the point where it was actively harming him?
And Chris? Chris felt guilty too. For finally existing without Wyatt. Not existing for Wyatt. And everyone else he hurt. For just enjoying himself, figuring out about himself without. Everything else. He was supposed to fix things. Wasn't he? Did that change because he was dead?
"Listen, I know we're in different territories, but. If you ever need a friend, just call my name. I'll hear. I can't....get to you unless it's in the Horizon but. I'll come."
Was that weird? That was weird right? He really wasn't good at this guardian angel/whitelighter thing.