It's not easy to do, that's for sure. I miss Wanda all the time. And I've told her that I'd show up in Solvunn some day but she doesn't believe me.

( he smiles at that. )

She also thinks I'd be bored which...she might be right. I'm not the world's most optimistic person so I get where you're coming from. It's hard and you miss the other person and it sucks when there's something bad happening and you can't do anything.

( which happens a lot in this place. )

But I try and tell myself it's better than not having her at all.