[Susceptible to social influence. That pretty much described a lot of the Halliwells actually. Chris arched an eyebrow, kind of doubting what Crane was suggesting but did it anyway. It seemed similar enough to meditation and what he did to sense his charges, that he was in a way used to it. But it still didn't come easily to him. He pauses for a moment to eye Crane and voice his own opinions before continuing,.]
Yeah, I do, I feel ridiculous.
[But not as ridiculous as he felt when he couldn't use his own abilities because his emotions were in the way. Or how he couldn't heal or trigger any of his other abilities. Not necessarily because he was inferior, but because he was stuck.
And inferior.
It takes Chris a while. His own pulse increasing as he gets frustrated with his inability to complete such a simple task. When he stops thinking about it, stops thinking about how it's similar to the techniques whitelighters used, he does finally get it. All he had to to was stop comparing himself to everyone else. And just.
Breathe.
This wasn't so bad actually. There wasn't anything else he had to focus on.]
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Yeah, I do, I feel ridiculous.
[But not as ridiculous as he felt when he couldn't use his own abilities because his emotions were in the way. Or how he couldn't heal or trigger any of his other abilities. Not necessarily because he was inferior, but because he was stuck.
And inferior.
It takes Chris a while. His own pulse increasing as he gets frustrated with his inability to complete such a simple task. When he stops thinking about it, stops thinking about how it's similar to the techniques whitelighters used, he does finally get it. All he had to to was stop comparing himself to everyone else. And just.
Breathe.
This wasn't so bad actually. There wasn't anything else he had to focus on.]