( the ache that he feels remains there, a spot hollowed out right beside his heart where his family used to be. it doesn't matter that they weren't close and that he'd been away.
they were still his family and he loved them. and they were gone.
he shudders, feeling that little black hole try to open up before nikolai pushes it down, feeling the arcana explode. it doesn't frighten him though, doesn't make him flinch.
it seems to comfort him and he opens his eyes before looking back at jesper. )
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they were still his family and he loved them. and they were gone.
he shudders, feeling that little black hole try to open up before nikolai pushes it down, feeling the arcana explode. it doesn't frighten him though, doesn't make him flinch.
it seems to comfort him and he opens his eyes before looking back at jesper. )
Maybe we should get out of here, huh?
( he thinks he knows how now. )