No, it's not like cyanide would even do anything here.

[Nadine laughs a little, looking at the pill in her hand. She hesitates a moment before continuing. There's no need to maintain the sort of secrecy she normally does, not with Julie. Despite a rocky start, the younger woman is like Lloyd. She has an existing understanding.]

I've known Randall and about things most people don't since I was twelve. And it was drilled into my head that it was private, secret. So I spent most of my life being really, really sure I never ended up in a position where I might say something I shouldn't. So no drugs, no getting wasted or even close to wasted...I tried my first hard drug a couple of months ago. I just want to know what I'm getting into, that's all.