I really hate the idea of going to war even if you don't want to because a god wills it.

[Nothing personal there, nope. Alucard frowns, then...

shit, did he just volunteer himself? He did, didn't he.]

I've no idea. I've never made any active effort to communicate with the gods, and I'm uncomfortable with the idea of reaching out now. Maybe once we have a sense of where we are, but...

[It is very childish to whine that he doesn't wannnaaaaa but the thought is there.]