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Geralt z Rivii ([personal profile] gynvael) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs2021-12-07 11:20 am

[ OPEN / CLOSED ] i think i found a way to kill the sun

Who: Geralt + Various
When: December
Where: Cadens, Horizon
What: Some catching up now that he's home
Warnings: Discussion of trauma; nsfw marked



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baltimores: (036; you don’t have to test me)

[personal profile] baltimores 2021-12-11 08:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ A chill comes over Amos when Geralt mentions the dungeons, albeit abstractly. He can connect the dots well enough, combine them with his current appearance. That fucking hellhole. He'd never been hurt there, somehow. Not physically. So, seeing what they apparently do to their prisoners now. It's not great.

He expels the feeling, and it's like it was never there. ]


Yeah. Guy was kinda freaking out. Seemed like the thing to do. [ He cocks his head. ] Said he was your best friend. I believed him because in my experience, nobody gets that worried over somebody they aren't close to. How's he doing?

[ Not like it occurred to Amos to inquire about Jaskier's wellbeing, but now that he's been brought up... shit, maybe he should've. Better late than never. Right? ]
baltimores: (045; that’s me)

[personal profile] baltimores 2021-12-11 11:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ Amos hums at Geralt's mention of gardening, a pleased little sound, and turns back to the table before him. With one hand, he picks his rag back up; with the other, another part of the shotgun to clean, and gets back to work on that. ]

Knew a plant guy back home. He'd have fucking loved this world. All the space and no limitations to grow whatever kind of crops he'd want to; shit, it'd be beyond his wildest dreams.

[ There's a cheerful lilt to his voice as he borderline ignores the question Geralt's asked him. Amos brings the part he'd been working on up to his face, rotating it, inspecting it. Then he nods to himself, sets it down, and picks up another one, keeps working. ]

Me? I been worse. [ Not too long ago, as a matter of fact. There's also the part where he's slowly losing his grip on how he should be existing out in the real world. One can't live off of coming to this space alone, and he can tell it's getting to be a problem. It's like he's watching a ship crash in slow motion, and he's also the pilot. Which, come on, that's not in his skill set. He shouldn't be doing that. ] Been better, too, but that probably goes without saying. You know out there ain't nothing like where I come from.

[ Case in point: their present surroundings. Amos continues to clean. ]

You think Thorne's an active threat, or was this a one-off?

[ In other words: do I gotta watch my back. The other shit — however he's going to feel about returning to Geralt's domain for whenever they resume his lessons — that, he can control. A kingdom that previously imprisoned him, left him helpless and without agency for months? A little less so, so that's a much, much bigger concern. ]
baltimores: (150; so does this mean we joined up)

[personal profile] baltimores 2021-12-12 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ He turns to look back at Geralt at the question. His expression remains neutral, but there's the idea of a smile there; his voice is warm. ]

Sure is. Welcome aboard the Rocinante.

[ And then his focus is back on the part he's polishing. He remains completely at ease, completely at home in this space. Like there's nowhere else he's supposed to be. It's still kinda hard to reconcile that with the fact that he'll never be back on the real one ever again, but he gets by.

This one's done. Amos puts it back on the table, picks up the last part that needs cleaning as Geralt answers him. ]


Huh. So the rest of us are probably fine, then. At least as fine as possible. I dunno what that actually is, but it's been a few months, and sounds like this is the only time that's happened. Unless you were just a trial run. [ He's just musing out loud, calm and collected. They're talking shop. It's all hypothetical until it's not, anyway. And the one time it wasn't? That's over now. That's why Hunter is here.

And then, idly, ]
Someone should probably kill the queen, though.

[ He's not offering, at least not from his present situation. It's not very likely he willingly puts himself in the same room as anyone from that fucking castle anytime soon. Still, if he fell into the opportunity? He would. Whatever happened to Geralt there, he was gone for weeks and came out worse for the wear. Someone who has the potential to do that is a threat. Better to just take them out at first opportunity and be done with it. ]
baltimores: (014; you and I have)

[personal profile] baltimores 2021-12-13 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
Picking a couple of us off at a time isn't war. Especially if they're able to do it spread out. Could take a while before anyone notices a pattern, makes the connection. Except by then it might be too late for us.

[ He sets the rag down on the table and inspects the final part. Keeps talking as he does so. ]

It's not like we're anyone's people here, anyway. Nobody from the outside world would really miss any of us if we were to suddenly go missing. Maybe one or two people, like your friend, but that don't exactly count for much in the grand scheme of things. Definitely wouldn't mean war.

[ It doesn't even occur to him that others might have begun to set down roots where they are, might have integrated themselves into society because, well. He hasn't. As far as any natives to Solvunn are probably concerned, Amos is just a weird loner who keeps to himself in a half-built shack not too far from the shores of the Hydra Gulf. He doesn't care about any of them. They probably don't care about him. Just the way these kinds of things work.

Every part is clean and polished now, so Amos sets about putting his shotgun back together while listening to Geralt. His hands make quick work of reassembly, practised with the ease and deftness of someone who's been doing stuff like this for at least a couple of decades. Turns out he's still got it. Doesn't intend to lose it. ]


Yeah, probably. Your tie to her court capable of that?

[ Amos reads the ambivalence just fine, just without the understanding as to why Geralt's ambivalent. He doesn't really care either way. Nobody would ever accuse him of playing political games, is the thing. You have a problem? Kill it. That creates another problem? Kill that one, too. Eventually you'll stop having problems. Simple. ]
baltimores: (090; people are tribal)

[personal profile] baltimores 2021-12-14 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Amos doesn't look up, but there's a twitch of a frown at property. Can't say he isn't familiar with that. ]

So, in another life, I was what you'd call muscle. I mean, I still kinda am, but that's by choice now. Back then, you didn't really have any other options. I'd get sent out to do basic shit. Enforce debt collection, protect assets, that kinda thing. Last job I had there was to kill someone who'd become inconvenient. [ He smiles, and there's a sharp huff, like he's just said something funny. His hands continue making work of the reassembly. They're broad and calloused and made for this kind of thing and little else. ] It's not a great gig. You fuck up, and that's a bullet in your brain. Unless you're quicker. Stronger.

[ This is the first he's hearing of a downside to the Free Cities. Up until now it's just seemed like a paradise where there's actual shit to do and at least some form of technology. Nothing close to the shotgun he's almost got put back together, but something, at least. ]

Point is, I think I got some idea of what's going on there. You wanna start amassing bodies before the churn comes. Can't say I like it, but can't say I blame them either. It's kinda SOP.

[ Something settles in him. The calm that exists before a storm. It's familiar, routine. The shit out in the world, with magic and farms and what-the-fuck-ever? That's unfamiliar. People scaling up for a war? That's not so far from home.

He puts the final parts back in their place, looks at the assembled shotgun laid out on the table before him, and sighs longingly. A sword's okay, he figures, but can't compare to this.

Amos finally looks back up at Geralt then, sees the shift in demeanour. He takes him in silently, and when he speaks, his voice is still easy, conversational. ]
That bad, huh. [ He still looks even worse for the wear than he did before, and maybe that's emphasized by the agitation, the exhaustion he can read in the man. Cocks his head. ] Is that a thing you want to do? Talk to them?
baltimores: (025; stop packing)

[personal profile] baltimores 2021-12-15 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ He keeps the stool swivelled in Geralt's direction. Sitting upright, hands haphazardly resting between his knees, Amos looks for what constitutes as upwards here for a moment, as if in thought. Back at Geralt. ]

Yeah, probably. I don't really know anything about that. I've been camped out in the boonies pretty much ever since I got here. It's boring as fuck, but it's easier.

[ Easier than trying to immerse himself into a community where everyone's friendly, religious, looks out for each other to the extent that they do — it's a tough sell for him. He really did fuck up coming here. At least being drafted into an army or whatever makes sense; he has no clue what it is Solvunn is actually doing. It's never gonna make sense to him.

Amos watches the way Geralt's eyes flicker, how he seems to relax slightly. Or maybe turn a little more inwards, who knows. ]


'course it matters what you want. [ He's a little more engaged, now, as he takes in Geralt. Guy really did get fucked up, huh. ] What's the plan otherwise, be a human punching bag? Something tells me you're not the kind of guy who'll take to that. You just gotta figure it out first. Can't do anything until you do that.
baltimores: (143; I won’t)

[personal profile] baltimores 2021-12-17 02:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His brows furrow at complicated, raise at her. For all of the similarities he knows the two of them share, here's a substantial deviation. He doesn't get shit like that. Has never been in that kind of situation. Never will be. So this is a weird one. ]

So uncomplicate it. [ As if things are that simple is. Thing is, he says it with full sincerity, because to him, they are. ] Cap has this go-to move where he'll lay all the cards out on the table. Seems to work with one-on-one things, at least. [ A beat. ] 'course, he's more charismatic. Maybe that's got something to do with it. I just know he and Naomi have been together for years, rough patches and all, so he's probably doing something right.

[ Because Geralt definitely knows who people from his home are. Doesn't really matter to Amos either way; he figures the general point has been made. Do something or expect nothing.

Which, huh, that kinda ties back to his current situation, don't it. Amos blinks in response. Hadn't been expecting that. And then, a shrug. ]


Not the worst place I've ever been. Not the best, either. Some things are alright. It'd be better if I had a clue what to do with that much empty land. [ Or if he gave a shit about anything out there. That'd probably help, too. ] I get by okay, though. Can't really complain.
baltimores: (024; what was his name)

[personal profile] baltimores 2021-12-23 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ Amos tilts his head, leans into the deadpan. ] I'm sure you do alright. We all got our strengths.

[ Just isn't something he's ever really had to consider. He's content to drop it there, though, if Geralt is. Not like it's any of his business. Not like he'd be able to help in any meaningful way if it was.

That's kind of a continuing theme, with him out in the middle of nowhere, separated from pretty much everyone he's started to trust. He meets Geralt's gaze head-on, wonders if they're thinking the same thing. Judging by what he says, maybe. ]


Seems like the place to be, don't it. [ Geralt's there. It clearly hadn't mattered, since he's okay now — relatively speaking — but Amos might've been more useful to Jaskier if they'd lived in the same city, too. Sam.

Himeka's here, though. Or at least nearby. And. He's not sure how he feels about that anymore.

He sighs. ]


I probably got more out there than I do here. Only I don't really got all that much there, either. [ A small handful of people he doesn't know that well, though that's kind of his standard. There's few he knows well, and none of them are here at all. ] Guess I'll have to keep that in mind. In case there's ever anything to complain about.

[ He says it with a shrug in his voice; there isn't. It's boring, but boring isn't all that bad. There's always potential for things to be way worse — and he's not inclined to tempt that particular fate. ]
baltimores: (038; it’s about Charles)

[personal profile] baltimores 2021-12-24 09:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ That first statement gets as open an expression Amos is capable of giving. He stares up at Geralt, eyes focused, serious, honest. Like he's taking what Geralt is saying to heart. It became clear, early on, that the two had some kind of connection, an understanding of one another. (It's unfortunate that Amos now has all too clear an idea as to why, but that's in the past.)

He feels how empty the machine shop is. How empty the entire Roci is, really. Amos lays a hand on the worktable that feels so solid here, like he focused on bringing every atom that composes it into existence. How none of it is real. ]


No. No, it doesn't.

[ Speaking of things being in the past, he's living in it. Isn't inclined to let this particular part of it go. Not just yet, anyway. He's got nothing to replace it with.

The suggestion of a return to a normal routine, though, like nothing had ever happened to disrupt it... ​]


Yeah, sure thing. [ That's plenty easy to commit to. If Geralt's fine, he's fine. Not like he hadn't returned to Baltimore; not like he hadn't ventured further into Ilus' depths. Once it's over, it's over. Whatever is up with that basement in Geralt's place — it's over with. ] Your friend told me to take a sword, last time I saw him. I keep it up in my cabin now. It's kinda cool, having one. Might have to get a real one sooner or later. [ Just for the hell of it. Amos sighs, lays a hand on the body of his reassembled shotgun. ] 'specially since I can't bring this bad boy out into the real world.
baltimores: (031; I thought you and I were friends)

[personal profile] baltimores 2021-12-27 10:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Amos calmly looks back at Geralt, takes the nod. There's something nice to having someone around who just instinctually gets it. He hasn't really had anyone like that before. Sure, he'd reached an understanding with his people back home relatively quick, but there was still that initial gap period. With Geralt it's just kinda been there from the beginning. Makes things a hell of a lot easier, at least. Cleaner.

Hadn't really thought about the quality of sword he'd get in the real world, so that does give him a moment of pause. Of course, the likelihood of finding something out in the real world as good as what Geralt's got — here, where he can craft things to perfection, create them exactly like he wants — isn't nearly as great. Would have to be taken into consideration. And it's not like it's something easily modified; not like what Amos is used to, at least.

Though he could probably learn how to make his own sword, if he was so inclined. Just that he doesn't have the same affinity — they're more a novelty to him, albeit a useful one — so it doesn't seem likely. ]


I'll do that. You're the expert.

[ A well-meaning acknowledgment. Amos figures he's coming along alright, but he's unlikely to ever reach Geralt's level. Only makes sense, considering where they come from, how much more natural it is for him. He's fine with that.

Grins, and hoists his shotgun up, finger nowhere near the trigger, not even taking the chance of accidentally shooting something — even though it's not loaded, even though nothing here is real. ]
Yup. Martians know how to build good shit, I'll give them that. Modded it a little, but nowhere near as much as I'd do for what I had to work with back in Baltimore. Things are cleaner up here than they were down there. Fewer distractions. 's way easier. [ He pauses, thinking. ] Swords're even easier than that, though. I don't mean in wielding one, more in. You know. You kinda know what to expect from someone who's got one. I like that part about them.
baltimores: (034; a part of her is too)

[personal profile] baltimores 2022-01-02 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ Amos blinks, comes back to himself. Right. If Hunter's so good with a sword, then it makes sense that he wouldn't be familiar with a gun. (Why master swords at all if you have guns available to you?)

He gets up from the stool, coming over to the stairs where Geralt is, and indicates each point on the gun as he talks about it. ]


Well, first, you gotta load it. Kinda helps to have shells in. Pull the trigger, and it'll shoot out the projectile at whatever it is you're pointing at, faster than the speed of sound. That'll do some damage. Not to the ship, [ and he indicates the walls surrounding them, ] because the material's too strong. That's when you gotta worry about ricochet. But meat sacks like us? [ And he indicates his chest. ] It'll tear a hole right through you. You hit a vital organ, or let 'em bleed out, and it's lights out. Just gotta have good aim, which can be easier said than done sometimes. But I don't gotta be close enough to see the whites of someone's eyes to kill 'em, either.

[ He'll let Geralt take the shotgun for himself to inspect it, if he wants. Not like there's any danger here, where things aren't real. ]
baltimores: (082; she died not too long ago)

[personal profile] baltimores 2022-01-03 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's a distinctly amused air to Amos at the mention of crossbows. ]

Gun's a bit more versatile than one of those. Deadlier, too. That'd be a hell of a way to kill someone in my day. Attract more attention that it'd be worth. I could take this, [ and he takes the gun back, handles it with care, ensuring there's no chance it could go off even accidentally. Amos has had plenty of respect for his sword since starting to train with Geralt. The respect for a weapon is intensified here, ] shorten the barrel. You lose some of the range, but it's easier to conceal.

[ He's speaking from experience, too — this may be a re-creation of his favoured weapon, which is pretty much impossible to hide, but there was a time keeping things hidden was prudent. ]

Next time I'm at your place, I can show you. Set some bottles up on a ledge or something. Do some target practice. Not a bad way to pass the time.

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