"No. It isn't. And I do, love him. I've always loved him, I always will. He's...part of me. For better or worse."

But sometimes she wonders. There has to be a reason it was her. Some darkness within herself, maybe. Some potential. Flagg had certainly seen that, encouraged it in her. But to be fated to a man like him...there had to be something about her.

"And I'm not exactly an innocent, myself." Something she's already implied to Geralt, so she has no fear in saying as much. Nadine doubts she could say much that would shock him. There is a capacity for cruelty and sin in her. How great, she doesn't know, but she'd been willing to kill so many people. Not the children, and not Larry, but the rest...

"But I guess it doesn't matter now, anyway."