[Nadine would never sleep with another man without Flagg's explicit permission if he were still around. Some rules she knows she could skirt or ignore, but not that one.
She's grateful that Jaskier doesn't seem at all offended. Assumedly, a man with as much experience as she's inferred he has would be more sensitive to quirks and boundaries in the bedroom. Or barn, as it happens.]
And thank you. I...it probably sounds a little silly, but I'm clear headed this time. I want to really experience whatever happens between us right now. I wasn't really in the mindset to fully appreciate the experience of being with someone new the last time. There's...never been a 'someone new' before.
[It isn't as though she doesn't remember their first night, but so much of the memory is feeling and sensation and little abstract bits that all blend together. His scent, how he'd made her feel. And there's that dreamlike quality to it. Far different than now, and the very clear and solid feel of Jaskier's hands on her arms.]
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[Nadine would never sleep with another man without Flagg's explicit permission if he were still around. Some rules she knows she could skirt or ignore, but not that one.
She's grateful that Jaskier doesn't seem at all offended. Assumedly, a man with as much experience as she's inferred he has would be more sensitive to quirks and boundaries in the bedroom. Or barn, as it happens.]
And thank you. I...it probably sounds a little silly, but I'm clear headed this time. I want to really experience whatever happens between us right now. I wasn't really in the mindset to fully appreciate the experience of being with someone new the last time. There's...never been a 'someone new' before.
[It isn't as though she doesn't remember their first night, but so much of the memory is feeling and sensation and little abstract bits that all blend together. His scent, how he'd made her feel. And there's that dreamlike quality to it. Far different than now, and the very clear and solid feel of Jaskier's hands on her arms.]
Is that okay?