[The honesty is clear in Nadine's tone. She knows she comes with a lot of baggage, the kind most guys wouldn't want to deal with for what amounts to just a bit of fun. There's a lot. More than even Jaskier knows at this point. But his patience and acceptance is going a long way.
She turns her face into his touch, just enjoying it. It isn't often she's touched softly like this.]
I...I just have one request.
[How to phrase this? Some things are hard to put into words. Especially with Jaskier lacking some important context, but it's context she has no desire to offer. For both their sakes.]
Is it alright if I...take the lead? It has nothing to do with you, I swear, I just think I need to feel like I have some control.
{Actual control, not the illusion of it she'd had with Harold. She'd never been able to say 'no' or tell him she didn't like something, she just had to grin and bear it. And she'd never even consider saying 'no' to Flagg, in regards to anything.]
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[The honesty is clear in Nadine's tone. She knows she comes with a lot of baggage, the kind most guys wouldn't want to deal with for what amounts to just a bit of fun. There's a lot. More than even Jaskier knows at this point. But his patience and acceptance is going a long way.
She turns her face into his touch, just enjoying it. It isn't often she's touched softly like this.]
I...I just have one request.
[How to phrase this? Some things are hard to put into words. Especially with Jaskier lacking some important context, but it's context she has no desire to offer. For both their sakes.]
Is it alright if I...take the lead? It has nothing to do with you, I swear, I just think I need to feel like I have some control.
{Actual control, not the illusion of it she'd had with Harold. She'd never been able to say 'no' or tell him she didn't like something, she just had to grin and bear it. And she'd never even consider saying 'no' to Flagg, in regards to anything.]