[ She means both, though she knows that he has no control over just disappearing. It's egocentric, and she knows it, but she fears that the entirety of everything that's happening is about her. That none of this is real, not the Singularity, not the summonings, not Geralt himself. That it is all a cruel torture designed for her by whatever power rules over the universe, to punish her for the sins she committed in her life. What she ever did that warranted something like this, she can't say. But she knows that what killed her was something otherworldly, something with a mind and purpose, and that must mean that some iteration of God is furious at her.
Her brow furrows, and when she blinks, some of the moisture lingers on her eyelashes. It is one thing for people like her to say that they can't leave -- she has nothing to go back to even if she hadn't died. Her world has more or less died, so going back would be to return to nothing. But his world, the Continent, sounds like it's still fully up and running as it always has. His brothers are still there, his life, the real Kaer Morhen. What could make him choose this world over his own (except for running water, that has to be a plus)? ] I don't understand. What's here?
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Her brow furrows, and when she blinks, some of the moisture lingers on her eyelashes. It is one thing for people like her to say that they can't leave -- she has nothing to go back to even if she hadn't died. Her world has more or less died, so going back would be to return to nothing. But his world, the Continent, sounds like it's still fully up and running as it always has. His brothers are still there, his life, the real Kaer Morhen. What could make him choose this world over his own (except for running water, that has to be a plus)? ] I don't understand. What's here?