If there is something to do correctly, I've yet to find it. [That much is the truth. There's been nothing Alucard has done that has felt correct. He's still trying to figure out how to take another long nap like he did under Gresit. That doesn't solve problems, but it gives him time and space, which counts for a lot so far as he's concerned.]
Or what is needed for that matter.
[What he's needed is a mystery. There's two or three people around that at least are his people in a way he hasn't quite let Sypha become - because things are too wrapped up in what happened home.
What there is is a quiet relief that Sypha's failed to connect that he let other people in and become intimate because she and Trevor weren't there. There's no need to connect romantic wants right now.]
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Or what is needed for that matter.
[What he's needed is a mystery. There's two or three people around that at least are his people in a way he hasn't quite let Sypha become - because things are too wrapped up in what happened home.
What there is is a quiet relief that Sypha's failed to connect that he let other people in and become intimate because she and Trevor weren't there. There's no need to connect romantic wants right now.]