I would highly recommend completely ignoring the you were raised better than that voice.
[She says it in a rusty, creaking rasp which is clearly intended to allude - again - to someone she has known, and the derision therein is real.]
I mean, if you were really raised better than that, maybe the compulsion wouldn't be there, you know? Maybe there'd be no need to be a naturally demeaning little shit if people were respectful just like, one time. Or in your specific case, maybe you wouldn't need to rip a red path through your enemies or even just random bystanders if you hadn't been brought up by some weirdo who wanted to destroy everything. That's how I see it. Whoever that shitty voice belongs to only has themselves to blame.
[She's felt it too, of course. The cut of guilt. The expectation of something better branded down into ones bones. But it can, nonetheless, fuck all the way off.]
Not that I'm advocating for random acts of mindless violence here. More like, those feelings come from somewhere and not all of them originate with you. You're allowed to feel shitty or angry or whatever sometimes.
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[She says it in a rusty, creaking rasp which is clearly intended to allude - again - to someone she has known, and the derision therein is real.]
I mean, if you were really raised better than that, maybe the compulsion wouldn't be there, you know? Maybe there'd be no need to be a naturally demeaning little shit if people were respectful just like, one time. Or in your specific case, maybe you wouldn't need to rip a red path through your enemies or even just random bystanders if you hadn't been brought up by some weirdo who wanted to destroy everything. That's how I see it. Whoever that shitty voice belongs to only has themselves to blame.
[She's felt it too, of course. The cut of guilt. The expectation of something better branded down into ones bones. But it can, nonetheless, fuck all the way off.]
Not that I'm advocating for random acts of mindless violence here. More like, those feelings come from somewhere and not all of them originate with you. You're allowed to feel shitty or angry or whatever sometimes.