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Semi-Open Log
Who: Nadine and various prisoners
What: Visiting the dungeons
Where: The dungeons
When: Post-festival
Nadine is no stranger to the dungeons by now. Besides her frequent visits to Flagg, there are other prisoners down here she's befriended. Who are still imprisoned.
Apparently some are more threatening a threat than others.
And of course there are still plenty of others she hasn't met at all. It's important to know the other people brought here, to take their measure and determine who might be useful. It doesn't look like Thorne is about to let her husband out any time soon, and that's a problem that will need to be dealt with. She knows (casually, at least) a number of those considered welcomed guests, but many of the poor souls stuck down here are still a mystery.
So after she's checked in with Flagg, she turns her attention to the other prisoners, offering a smile or casual greeting through the bars. She's armed with cookies and a friendly demeanor, standing out in the gloom of the dungeon with her white hair and silk tunic.
What: Visiting the dungeons
Where: The dungeons
When: Post-festival
Nadine is no stranger to the dungeons by now. Besides her frequent visits to Flagg, there are other prisoners down here she's befriended. Who are still imprisoned.
Apparently some are more threatening a threat than others.
And of course there are still plenty of others she hasn't met at all. It's important to know the other people brought here, to take their measure and determine who might be useful. It doesn't look like Thorne is about to let her husband out any time soon, and that's a problem that will need to be dealt with. She knows (casually, at least) a number of those considered welcomed guests, but many of the poor souls stuck down here are still a mystery.
So after she's checked in with Flagg, she turns her attention to the other prisoners, offering a smile or casual greeting through the bars. She's armed with cookies and a friendly demeanor, standing out in the gloom of the dungeon with her white hair and silk tunic.
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His face is impassive while Nadine speaks. Reaches up, scratches an itch just behind his ear.
"2350-something. Six? Seven? Not sure on the exact year. Doesn't really matter. Space is fucking huge; takes a while to get from point A to point B. Probably spent a fair share of whatever passes for a new year in transit. Never really noticed."
He takes a second, cocks his head in thought, corners of his mouth quirking upwards slightly. "2020's like ancient history for me. You guys even get off the planet by then?"
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Nadine hasn't experienced this yet, everyone she's met has been from the past in some capacity. Or another world entirely.
"Um...we went to the moon a couple of times. And put cameras on Mars." Or something like that, she wasn't entirely sure, the world had ended. "We have some space stations in orbit. Or had...I have no idea what happened with that when Captain Trips hit."
Well that's terrifying to think about, the idea there could have been people in orbit while most of Earth was dying in their own fluids. It hadn't occurred to her before now.
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Except it isn't the past for her, so that's weird to think about. A time when having cameras on Mars would be so relevant there'd be a need to mention it. Like everyone on Mars doesn't already have their own personal camera thanks to a terminal.
Far ahead would be an understatement, then.
Captain Trips, on the other hand, is a weird fucking name, unless it's literally about a captain with the last name Trips. Amos is pretty sure that isn't the case. Can't speak to disease naming conventions, though. Only thing he actually can speak to is, well.
"Were your stations self-sustaining?" he asks. Probably not, he figures, being that far back in the past, but not like he actually knows. Hence, the question. "If they were, they were probably fine. If not, then everyone up there's dead from one thing or another. If the air recyclers and water reclaimers held up then starvation would be my guess, but who knows. Systems could've gotten overtaxed."
A shrug. He's been on a dying station before; it happens. Though this is old as shit, so a new thought.
"If there's nobody left to run anything up there then eventually orbital decay'll take over. Might not have any stations anymore."
Wouldn't that be something? A sparsely populated Earth, no need to push up past its atmosphere; no ability to, either. Like a completely different world. Can't say he isn't at least a little curious as to what that'd be like.
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And the sort of thing that's normal to think about, even so. Nadine knows this. She'd still rather it weren't the case, she doesn't want to think about that. It's the nature of the universe, like forests. They have to burn, every now and again, to let the new and better growth come in. She thinks that's a lot like Captain Trips, that it had cleared out most of the old so something new could come.
That's all very far away now, though.
"All of it was pretty depressing. So many empty towns, empty cities...deer everywhere. Like in stores and people's houses just...taking over, it looked like sometimes. I walked from New Hampshire to...I don't even know where we were able to actually use a car, but it was a long ways, and it was like being in a real life horror movie. I'd never realized how quiet it could get. Even living in a small town..."
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Amos shifts his position slightly, comfortable. Resumes leaning against the bars. He's seen people come and go on visits; this once he's actually enjoying, though. Nadine may be from hundreds of years in the past, but they've still managed to find a lot in common, somehow. There's something nice about that.
"Yeah, I did the whole walking thing, too," he says, voice casual. "Just through some protected wooded area along the Chesapeake, but still, that was a few days before we were able to get our hands on some bikes. Hell of a workout if you let it turn into one." A beat. "It was real quiet for us, too. That was a surprise. Lot of people where I'm from, normally. Lotta people got wiped out I guess. Kinda surreal, getting the chance to actually be alone like that."
He pauses, taking a second, debating if he should continue. According to Nadine, it's supposed to be depressing. But it wasn't. So, "Kinda liked that."
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Nadine purses her lips, her mind going back to the trek out of New England with Joe. The haunted feeling places, dead towns and roads, the great silence and solitude of it. The destruction.
"Empty parks in the middle of the day. Corner stores with no local high schoolers hanging around outside. Abandoned playgrounds. I never looked inside anywhere but stores, for preserved food and first aide supplies...except once. I found this little boy in front of a house, he was feverish and had an infected animal bite of some kind. But he wasn't sick, not from the flu, he was like me. Immune for some reason. I had to check, he needed care and clothes and..." She shakes her head, taking a deep breath. "There were more kids inside. They hadn't been immune."
She'd avoided seeing that, until then. She'd known, of course, that all her own students were already gone. The ones she'd been teaching and every one that had ever passed through her class. The little girl down the street. The kids she'd always pass by to pop into the market. But she hadn't seen it until she'd gone into Joe's house.
"I found somewhere else to take care of him."
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Except then Nadine continues, and Amos feels. Fuck if he knows. Nothing, at first. He gets that the lack of people was upsetting for her; probably wouldn't be bringing it up otherwise. Only there's no way for him to relate to her on that front. It's just descriptions of places. Doesn't really mean anything. He'd tell her as much, let her know they process things differently — that he processes things differently from most people — but.
Something churns in him at the idea of a house full of dead kids. Even if it was just from disease, natural causes, nobody really at fault, nothing to be done about it. Amos swallows thickly, that thing in his throat he can feel building up — not from anything Nadine said, just from being in prison, being away from his people, no idea no direction powerless — making itself all the more known to him. It's a different kind of discomfort. There isn't anything to actually do about it but wait for it to pass.
His voice is hoarse when he speaks again.
"That's good," Amos forces the words out. Swallows again, makes an attempt to clear his throat, a kind of faint... not a growl, but not not a growl coming out. He's got his voice back under control after that. "That you were able to help him. That's good."
Can't help but wonder what he'd have done, if he'd come across a kid while trekking along with Peaches. Just thankful it didn't happen. Thankful that kid had a Nadine. That there are people like Nadine.