[ Julie sighs and flings her arm over her eyes. She understands what Nadine is saying. Really, she does. But she also spent months in Flagg's orbit, watching, listening. While people rarely said no to him, he also wasn't someone who refused to listen to objections. He could be pragmatic. Wanted to keep his inner circle content. And he forgave transgressions. Sometimes.
The whole thing still doesn't make sense. It feels like pieces are missing. But neither does it matter, at this point. What's done is done, and it was done long ago.
She blinks into her elbow. Yeah, she knows there was something that he did to people. She knows because she saw Lloyd break free from it. Heard about Nadine doing the same. It was like flipping a switch, going from full faith and belief to doubt and guilt, rebellion. And Julie doesn't know what it says about her that she never felt that flip. Not like they did. ]
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The whole thing still doesn't make sense. It feels like pieces are missing. But neither does it matter, at this point. What's done is done, and it was done long ago.
She blinks into her elbow. Yeah, she knows there was something that he did to people. She knows because she saw Lloyd break free from it. Heard about Nadine doing the same. It was like flipping a switch, going from full faith and belief to doubt and guilt, rebellion. And Julie doesn't know what it says about her that she never felt that flip. Not like they did. ]
It ain't fucked up. We all did.