"...s'all there is-" the words are choked out between her still flowing tears and she pauses to take a breath, slow in, slow out. It steadies her some, but not completely, her words still come out in a bit of a warble. "Some- sometimes it feels like- like that's all there is."

It's not an easy admission, not one she thinks she would have come to owning for a long time if not for this strange occurrence happening around the city at the moment.

She swipes her hands under her eyes, but it's futile, the tears just keep coming. "I can't stop it now," she mutters and lets a gasp of a laugh escape her. "Look what you started." she wipes at her eyes again.