Who knows if it's the truth that he wouldn't. Jayce has made rash decisions when angry before. He hopes that he's changed enough now where that wouldn't happen, he has gotten a lot of his rage under control, but losing Viktor might make him a little unstable. But if it happens here, which as far as he's concerned it will since he's not looking to leave, there are support systems in place. People who will stop him from spiraling. Not that he's talked about it with anyone.
"But I'm glad too. I'm glad you love me. I'm glad you decided to be with me and that you think we're worth fighting for."
Jayce is capable of feeling many, many things at the same time. In fact, he may be one of his most consistent skills, even when the feelings are in stark contrast to each other. So he can be deeply angry and deeply sad and deeply appreciative all at the same time. It's a good thing Viktor loves him for his intense emotionality because it is not as if he can stop being this way. He cups Viktor's face and caresses his cheekbones with soft thumbs.
"Seven years in and you're still the best thing that has ever happened to me."
Jayce sighs and drops his hands down, still looking into his eyes.
"I'm sorry, I know me being emotional like this doesn't help you feel any better."
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Who knows if it's the truth that he wouldn't. Jayce has made rash decisions when angry before. He hopes that he's changed enough now where that wouldn't happen, he has gotten a lot of his rage under control, but losing Viktor might make him a little unstable. But if it happens here, which as far as he's concerned it will since he's not looking to leave, there are support systems in place. People who will stop him from spiraling. Not that he's talked about it with anyone.
"But I'm glad too. I'm glad you love me. I'm glad you decided to be with me and that you think we're worth fighting for."
Jayce is capable of feeling many, many things at the same time. In fact, he may be one of his most consistent skills, even when the feelings are in stark contrast to each other. So he can be deeply angry and deeply sad and deeply appreciative all at the same time. It's a good thing Viktor loves him for his intense emotionality because it is not as if he can stop being this way. He cups Viktor's face and caresses his cheekbones with soft thumbs.
"Seven years in and you're still the best thing that has ever happened to me."
Jayce sighs and drops his hands down, still looking into his eyes.
"I'm sorry, I know me being emotional like this doesn't help you feel any better."