I think this is, unfortunately, a multiple drink kind of mood.
[And even in jest, this is not something he would relate to others so easily. It is better to keep control, to keep looking as though he has everything sorted in his own mind, than to unravel the mess of everything that's happened, leaving it out in the open for others to pick through.
But with Thancred? He thinks he can make an exception. He needs to speak about this more openly before it drives him insane.]
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[And even in jest, this is not something he would relate to others so easily. It is better to keep control, to keep looking as though he has everything sorted in his own mind, than to unravel the mess of everything that's happened, leaving it out in the open for others to pick through.
But with Thancred? He thinks he can make an exception. He needs to speak about this more openly before it drives him insane.]