"Y-yeah, they brought it on themselves." He echoes the sentiment, but it feels like his words fall short of actually meaning them. Lloyd still harbors some doubts about what they'd done and how they'd handled things in the end, but here? Doesn't matter as much and they're past it. If only his damn brain could get with the program. Still plagued by the old man's fucking face and the reaction in the courtroom.

"Still feels like my fault. Flagg didn't tell me to kill him, but he didn't tell me not to kill him, either.. Everything was just so fucked up, Nadine." He lets out an exhale of breath, crossing his arms tightly in front of himself. "I'm just being a fucking baby about it. Was bound to happen at some point, right? Being Flagg's right-hand man and all.."

He shrugs. "Jus' never killed anybody before."