He nods at that question. "I find myself back in that moment and my mind..."
He's not sure how to describe it but then Inej's comments draw his brow together, giving her a sharp look. "Those things make you safer. They don't risk everything and everyone you hold dear," he points out, not seeing them as the same, not in the least. They're why she is amazingly good at what she does. Unlike his affliction or Jesper's addiction.
"I know the point you're trying to make though. I just can't say it's not a weakness when it literally could have gotten us all killed." Not that they all haven't done things to nearly get them all killed but then he holds himself to a higher standard than he even holds the two of them.
"I want to do that," he says, conviction strong in his tones. "Though it feels like a lot to be asking of the two of you. You shouldn't have me dropping at your feet at every kiss."
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He's not sure how to describe it but then Inej's comments draw his brow together, giving her a sharp look. "Those things make you safer. They don't risk everything and everyone you hold dear," he points out, not seeing them as the same, not in the least. They're why she is amazingly good at what she does. Unlike his affliction or Jesper's addiction.
"I know the point you're trying to make though. I just can't say it's not a weakness when it literally could have gotten us all killed." Not that they all haven't done things to nearly get them all killed but then he holds himself to a higher standard than he even holds the two of them.
"I want to do that," he says, conviction strong in his tones. "Though it feels like a lot to be asking of the two of you. You shouldn't have me dropping at your feet at every kiss."