hextechhead: (staring into your soul)
Jayce Talis ([personal profile] hextechhead) wrote in [community profile] abraxaslogs 2022-12-08 12:40 am (UTC)

[ Jayce almost disagrees, he almost protests solely because Viktor is an exception, he wouldn't do that. He sometimes has a tendency to put his partner on a pedestal and he's working on not doing that. Instead of arguing he nods. ]

Yes, I see that now.

[ As for the murderer or two, well. That's intense. Although Jayce knows Geralt and Ciri are killers, obviously, they're professional killers. He has no doubt in his mind that they are capable of a lot of violence. But it doesn't make them bad. He just has a hard time giving himself any leeway while he shrugs off a lot of other people's actions. Wanda, for example, has killed many more than him, but he still thinks of her better than himself. It's something he's working on. ]

We worked all that out months ago, before we officially got together. I used our technology to do it, so there was some extra layers of anger and resentment.

[ Viktor is obviously very protective over their work and he was horrified at the idea of weaponizing any of it. Jayce used to feel that way before, but then he changed his mind, and now he's changed it back again. They've agreed that the weapons he designs here are acceptable. All violent items have to be put through Viktor before he makes it, just in case. ]

No, that's definitely my worst confession. I guess compared to a world with murderers within stone's throw, that's probably pretty tame. I'm reminded of that whenever I talk to Alucard about his world too.

[ Jayce is so unused to violence, despite causing it, that he got sick from witnessing Alucard's memories of storming his father's castle. And that wasn't even the worst of that fight. He just isn't used to it yet. It is humbling to be reminded of how much harder other people have had it, how blessed he's really been with an otherwise peaceful life until recently. ]

Do you miss your world?

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