[so— that's what it is. this guilt that's eating him up inside. she can see it in the tension displayed on his face, the tightening of his jaw, the way his shoulders are locked. he allows himself to hold onto her hand and lean into it, but even that looks like he doesn't feel worthy of it.
he keeps apologizing without saying so, finding ways to incur his shame and guilt further.
wanda answers his question with another question.]
Will you help me find happiness, even when it feels that I don't deserve it?
[his words, her words; she can't exactly forget them, but she can try to make them better. she can try to change the rhythm of the effect they had on her, transform them into something positive.]
no subject
he keeps apologizing without saying so, finding ways to incur his shame and guilt further.
wanda answers his question with another question.]
Will you help me find happiness, even when it feels that I don't deserve it?
[his words, her words; she can't exactly forget them, but she can try to make them better. she can try to change the rhythm of the effect they had on her, transform them into something positive.]