Those few seconds of silence were deafening. Jack could feel his anxiety rising. He hadn't felt this way since his early days. When he knew Dean hated him, when he wished so much he had been normal and not what he is so Dean would accept him.

Here he is, feeling like he's back at the start, but with what feels like a lifetime of memories that they no longer share.

"Yeah..." He spoke softly, pushing the thoughts away. "I'm not human." Well, that was an oversimplification. "I'm a nephilim, the world wasn't safe for me to be born normal, I was born this way." Which is probably why Kelly died in childbirth.

The urge to pull the bell to have the carriage stop was rising again. So he went back to squeezing his own fingers. "I help you, Sam and Casteil hunt."