[Kell looks around. He should leave the topic at that. But can't. Against his better judgement, he continues. Lucifer would most likely have berated him for not keeping his mouth shut.]
I can't help to feel that I should be doing something. Something more substantial than what I've already done. [He is echoing here what Rhy had told him back there. Sitting on a stupid crate, on the back of a tavern-turned-makeshift hospital.] It does feel as if no matter how much I do, it's not enough. It's never enough. [The scale of tragedy is crushing. And it was just the first blow. And he didn't even see Libertas. Only collateral damage from the retaliation strike.] Coming back here feels like I'm abandoning them... and those people don't even like me.
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[Kell looks around. He should leave the topic at that. But can't. Against his better judgement, he continues. Lucifer would most likely have berated him for not keeping his mouth shut.]
I can't help to feel that I should be doing something. Something more substantial than what I've already done. [He is echoing here what Rhy had told him back there. Sitting on a stupid crate, on the back of a tavern-turned-makeshift hospital.] It does feel as if no matter how much I do, it's not enough. It's never enough. [The scale of tragedy is crushing. And it was just the first blow. And he didn't even see Libertas. Only collateral damage from the retaliation strike.] Coming back here feels like I'm abandoning them... and those people don't even like me.